So I'm trying not to be de-motivated. Test #2 is done. Property. Bleh. I think one smart person could write a computer program that could sort out any future interest problem N or the bar examiners could ever come up with that you'd never have to deal with in real life and then the rest of us would never have to learn it.

If life is about learning one big lesson then I guess there's hope in the end that it is done. You die and there's no more lessons to be learned.

Boy, you can tell I'm on my game today, huh?

So the past few days I've woken up and my joints are red and swollen. I have a low grade fever today even with Excedrin. Bummer. But it could be worse. It has been worse. And it always hits me harder emotionally when I go back to crappiness after having a good run of it.

Pain is a good reminder of my commitment to happiness. You don't realize how committed you are to being happy until something ( or someone) ruins it. And then you get your sense of entitlement going and the self pity kicks in and pretty soon you're all alone.

I don't want to be alone. I'm not alone. Just staring at computer with no interest in contracts. I hate contracts. I do not have a knack for corporate law. I do not want to be married to my blackberry.

I have mp3 of Professor M. playing hoping some of it will sink in as I'm laying on the couch. I have an insane amount of memorizing to do and little motivation to do it.

Except. One day. Maybe I will be able to sue the crap out of some insurance company.

That would make me happy.

I had fun time at Josh's company Christmas party. Good food, free drinks ,and Josh Ayres doing a so-i-married-an-axe-murder routine is good times after a property exam.

I am so looking forward to Christmas break with the kids.

Anyone know where to find a giant fake king cobra snake that looks real?

That's what Evan wants for Christmas. And a microscope.